My words are broken,
The page nearly burnt,
My head is full of fuzzy's,
Holding back just makes it worse.
I have a chance,
A life,
A plan.
God is laughing, the devil whines.
Denying force-
Do I give you the time?
I am not special.
I am not free.
I am artist.
With pen will release,
A fever burning, color unknown,
I've always been a poet.
I've always been alone.
No special, no me, no nothing,
Yes everything.
Yes me, yes special-
Not free- the thoughts carry while I hold the weight.
Wait, don't go, give me more, just stay.
Stay in bubble, stay imbued- trapped by fuzzy walls and never near truth.
A liar indeed,
If a liar will please.
Whisper whisper, the whisper calling- I hear you now.
You say it's okay, I can come out.
Alyssa Westerlund
The page nearly burnt,
My head is full of fuzzy's,
Holding back just makes it worse.
I have a chance,
A life,
A plan.
God is laughing, the devil whines.
Denying force-
Do I give you the time?
I am not special.
I am not free.
I am artist.
With pen will release,
A fever burning, color unknown,
I've always been a poet.
I've always been alone.
No special, no me, no nothing,
Yes everything.
Yes me, yes special-
Not free- the thoughts carry while I hold the weight.
Wait, don't go, give me more, just stay.
Stay in bubble, stay imbued- trapped by fuzzy walls and never near truth.
A liar indeed,
If a liar will please.
Whisper whisper, the whisper calling- I hear you now.
You say it's okay, I can come out.
Alyssa Westerlund